i hate…

my cheeks

the way my thick curls frizz up

the way i look when i cry

how easily distracted i get

how dependent i am

how independent i am

my anxiety

the way my mind can get so lost

how much i care

caring for others who don’t care for me

being unsure of myself

when i choose to not be happy

how i replay the shit out of a new song i love

how that song can cause me pain if i discovered it when i was sad

worrying about what ifs

thinking about sad past times

wanting to feel wanted

the way my eyebrows grow in

how my legs look in leggings

how much pressure i put on myself

how much pressure we put on each other

how i am able to write a list this long

cover art by @pollynor

 

 

 

 

 

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